Rhythm

Settling back into a familiar rhythm of regular yoga, reading, baking, dinners with friends, then coming home and pottering around till late :)

I had the most impromptu evening tonight - really good grilled saba and even better conversations with jas and kenny till even the fountains abruptly sputtered to a stop as if to chase us home. Then came home, baked banana bread (with soy milk! and lots of cinnamon and vanilla), did two batches of laundry and replied a whole lot of neglected social media conversations. Is this growing up? Teehee.

It feels like i'm teetering on a precipice above a gorgeous shimmering lake i want to dive headfirst into, restrained only by a reed-thin thread of hesitation. It's the fear of losing the only good i have now, the knowledge that it would be easier to retreat into the warmth of familiar comfort and stability - but no. I won't.